Whether you are running a race, coming to the final minutes
of a sports game, completing an essay for class or nearing the end of the
semester, it is easy to want to give up or cut corners, isn’t it? Physical,
mental and emotional fatigue causes us to desire a break, to give in to our
body and rest. But you are so close, the end is near, even if you can’t see it
yet.
It’s in the moments where we desire to cut corners or give
up that we make the biggest mistakes. Sometimes the mistakes don’t matter too
much, other times it may cost us the game or the grade, and yet other times it
can be even more severe than we realize. Particularly when it comes to
spiritual matters.
Fighting off temptation to sin is a lot like fighting the
desire to give up in a race.
My first year running, I set a goal to run a half marathon.
Seriously, a couch potato to half marathon goal is attainable for anyone, given
the right amount of time and proper training methods. That first year was
great, I went from hating running to craving running. And I trained and ran
well.
Yet my second year was different. I had “been there done
that” and began to be overconfident in my achievement. I didn’t train as hard.
I began to cut corners. I put on a few pounds and ate the wrong type of foods.
Before I realized it, I injured my knee and had to take time off. I lost the
joy of running and it became a chore.
The problem was I over estimated myself and lost a clear
focus of my goal. I tried to cut corners and in the end it hurt me. In this
scenario, the cost was not that great, but I continue to live with the effects
of my decision. However, we face many other realities on daily basis that have
far greater a cost, and yet we follow a similar pattern.
Darkest Day
Consider the example we have in the life of Peter (Mark
14:27-50, 66-72). Here we have the story of Jesus’ best friend and closest
companion. On this side of history, we know him as the Apostle Peter who
preached the sermon at Pentecost, walked out of a prison, wrote books of the
Bible and was crucified upside down for his commitment to Christ.
Peter’s story is a story of finishing strong and a persevering
faith. Yet he wasn’t always so faithful.
Jesus told all the disciples that persecution was coming and
all the disciples would run away and abandon Him. Peter did not like this one
bit, so he said, “though all abandon you, I will stick by your side even till
death!”
When we talk about hard times, we want our friends to have
our back. Peter is just saying, “Jesus, I got your back!” It seems like a good
thing to say, but Jesus is the Lord and He knows what’s about to happen. And
Peter has the audacity to correct Jesus.
Jesus told Peter that before the rooster crows, Peter will
deny him three times. Peter affirms his commitment to Jesus and says he will
never deny Christ, not even if it costs him his life.
Have you ever felt super confident in yourself? You felt
sure you could handle something no matter what? Only to find that you failed?
That’s where Peter is at in our story. He is self-confident and self-reliant.
Jesus asks his friends to stay up and pray with them, but
all of them, including Peter, falls asleep. How is this guy who can’t even stay
awake in a prayer meeting, going to stand firm till the end?
When the mob came to arrest Jesus, Peter took his sword and
cut off the servant’s ear. Despite spending three years with Jesus and seeing
how Jesus handled difficult situations peacefully, Peter attacks a man. Jesus
heals the servant’s ear and rebukes Peter.
As the guards arrest and escort Jesus, Peter begins to
follow at a distant. Peter continues to drift farther and farther from Jesus.
As he finds himself outside, in the court yard as Jesus is being questioned,
Peter experience his own trial.
“You are a Galilean with Jesus!” “No I am not!” “You are one
of His disciples!” “No I’m not!” “You are with Jesus of Nazareth!” “I swear I
am not!”
Then he hears it! The rooster crows and reality sets in. He
has just denied his best friend, his Savior and His lord. Tears begin to flow at
the realization of his failure in his darkest moments.
Reality Hits Home
Have you ever had that moment where you gave into sin, only
to realize your failure right away? You’ve just blown up at your parents for
not getting your way and then the Bible verse “honor your mother and father”
pops in your head. Guilt floods over you.
You just finished looking at something you shouldn’t be
looking at, and as you turn, your Bible is opened on your desk. Immediately you
are ashamed of your actions.
You just gossiped about a friend of yours, humiliating them,
and she sends you an encouraging text. Instantly you knew you were wrong.
So often we get carried away, thinking we are doing good,
and we cut corners, only to fall. And immediately, the truth comes to us and we
realize how stupid we were.
It’s in these moments that we think we are worthless, and we
want to give up. How could God use a failure like me?
Empowered by God
It’s easy to want to give up and think less of ourselves. But
what does God think? He loves us beyond our understanding. That is what the
cross was all about (Romans 5:8). Let’s go back to Peter’s story (John
21:15-17).
When Jesus rose again, He met up with Peter, the one who
denied Him. “Peter do you love me?” He asked. “Yes Lord I love you!” “Feed my sheep!”
“Peter do you love me?” He asked. “Yes Lord I love you!” “Feed
my sheep!”
“Peter do you love me?” He asked. “Yes Lord, you know
everything, you know I love you!” “Feed my sheep!”
Wow! The threefold reinstatement of Peter is a powerful
reminder that no matter how dark our days have been, there is forgiveness in
Christ. Not only does He forgive Peter, but He wants to use Peter to encourage
others to follow Jesus!
The answer to overcoming is loving Jesus. Do you love Jesus
more than your sin? Do you love Jesus more than your failure? When we love Jesus,
all is forgiven and we are empowered.
In reading Peter’s own words (1 & 2 Peter) you can
almost feel the urgency and the dedication he has to Jesus. He experienced a
deep and dark fall, but had been raised to new life. Let’s learn from Peter’s example
to not allow our failures to keep us from being used by Christ.
Establishing a
Pattern
We will fail and fall. It will happen. Proverbs says a
righteous person falls 7 times but gets up again. We are human and battle our
sinful nature. Yet, we must establish a pattern to prevent failure. Peter gives
us a pattern for growth (2 Peter 1:5-8). He then assures us that if we follow
this pattern in an increasing way we will never fall (2 Peter 1:10)! That’s
awesome.
The pattern we avoid is self-reliance, self-confidence and
self-righteousness. Instead we rely on the Spirit, we boast in Christ, and we
cloth ourselves in the righteousness of Jesus.
Now as we near the end of school and you are tempted to cut
corners, remember to finish strong. Persevere until the end. When it comes to
temptations to sin, keep on keeping on. Trust Christ to be your strength.
But if and when you fall, learn from Peter’s example. Don’t
allow your failure to keep you down, but learn to love Jesus more than your
sin.
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